There should be no actual adversary. There is said to have been no such enemy. A god, on the other hand, will already be known. He's the 'Lord'. You realize that.
'Watch your tongue. You shouldn't talk hastily.' So I say to myself. If you want to recover once, then let go of everything wrong and set up the incorrectly pronounced recognized with you again correctly. - Do it really once so that you may become aware of that associated appearance of the true things to yourself, because that is how it happens. Is that supposed to be good or bad? It is what it is. It's supposed to be what it really means. Just live according to this valid knowledge.
From now on I will also go my own naivety in memory of those ways which were once forbidden to me. I don't want to be ashamed of my adulthood anymore.
In the shade of the trees, I sit down at the boathouse by the river and watch the ducks there for a while. They are greening. I have some bread with me and also fresh spring water in a glass bottle. I hardly have any money in my pocket. I also came here on my own and would like to stay here for a while.
While I'm sitting there, I'm thinking. What does this life mean to me? - It was in such an aspect of my mind that I prayed to the Lord on high. 'Would he hear me? I want him to see me for who I really am and know how I'm doing.'
Education and training
The learning of the correct handling of a string is, true to my opinion, a possibility to start a training of one's own skills. I tried to spin such a string years ago and kept a knowledge about the nature of this thing.
Only gradually did I find those beads of an actual insight, which were threaded by me with the help of this string. I've kept these for myself.
I have not yet learned the ultimate truth about this existence. So I continue to walk on this one path and try to just pass it with it so that I stay who I've always been while all this is changing around me.
To expect too much from a person would sometimes not be better than to press him down into a gutter. To expect too little from him, but that will destroy him.