Speech design

The wiki 'Hermitage' has now become a place of constitution for me. I created it once for me to dwell here. I could not say to what extent it will serve someone other than me for the same purpose. However, I have thought it quite possible that it has already given someone glimpses of a human existence. I would not be able to know it now, however, which part of my texts has been specifically for me alone and which has received rather a universal character. That will have to clarify other people once, if it is to come then in such a way.

At least I would like to have done what is necessary for it, so that a readability of my text works will be ensured at least for distinctly literarily inclined people. Besides, I will take care that the writing of my own thoughts and ideas would not contradict the regularities of a calm reading. Those words set up by me should be able to be used once to a reflection on the things of the existence as a human being well. The written material written here should not have resisted besides higher beings. I do not want to stand in the way of these with the execution of their works.

On it I have examined my linguistic creations whether I have kept this default to me. This matter has great significance for me. I take it seriously. Thus, the question has taken a high rank with me, whether one can get along well with my writings. I have made an effort in their preparation. However, I alone can guess the scope of my work.

Documentation

Content of the construction kit

Here it shall be presented completely and correctly, what has given my life its frame, its inner meaning, as well as its true content. I would like to say something about the relations of it to my existence. I will do this visibly in a stronger way, since a connection of it with my life would like to be established. The previous written material from my pen probably still shows too small a portion of named facts about the course of my life. So much has occurred here alone only in an abstract, reified way. There it has been presented by me in a cryptic way. That cryptic way of representation of my existence I would like to try to lift with the time of the occupation with it and to transfer my thoughts to their personal form.

That is why I still have to accomplish a lot before they will be able to understand correctly what has constituted my happiness as a human being in this life so far. I would like to be allowed to speak of the normal and ordinary, as it has been true with me. That means a lot to me. The things of my existence have a value to own, because they are beautiful. Their preciousness is to be illustrated once by me. Those texts written here have been prepared by me little by little. I have tried to present my thoughts and ideas about life in as coherent a way as possible.

The form of my writings has corresponded in the result to an actual train of thought of me. There the good to be created has been of its kind something valid. I have held on to that. Now I would like to work out something suitable with further additions to what has already been said, which includes the incidents of my life by citing and naming them. This is what I have set out to do. That readership, which will be little familiar to me, should be considered thereby. I would like to show it to her understandably what has constituted my existence.

I would like to do that without omitting or sweeping too far under the carpet something that has actually been significant for my existence. I believe that a description of it is possible. It will be well done if it does justice to certain aspects of my existence which have been important for my history.

Documentation

A brief conclusion

I have written down these words as they have appeared here to reflect something of meaning and value from what has conditioned me in life. I did not have to think much in order to accomplish such a thing. Observing the events was enough to be able to name them. I have done that extensively.

I did not push away the spontaneous element. It has obviously come to the fore here. It has been entitled to it. It has a high meaning for me that I have considered and taken it into account in my existence. I think that it can bring me to life a little bit. I believe in it so firmly that some obliquity can be lifted spontaneously.

A situation corresponding to this has my life to own. There such emanations have found to their development. Some feeling has made it possible for me to go this way. This shall be useful for me.

Everything is of a kind that occurs as a phenomenon. Behind it absolute things are hidden. I look at that, what is known to me of it. My being is to be understandable to me thereby. I have recognized it. For this I have left it as it appeared. Then I have taken the task of a naming of my things on me and have allowed it as well as conceded to me what has come about thereby. In the process, I jotted down my 'thought logs'. They reflect what I have reflected on.

True to a temporal manifestation, I have recorded everything that occurred to me when I went into seclusion with myself. I wrote down some of it. The result of it I have taken to the hand and weighted. I do that as well as I can at the moment. At some point I managed to build up my card index in this form and to fix my own good in the wikis. These things have been prepared before by me in detail.

Idea

The structure of the given

Point, bar, triangle, square and circle have resulted in a sequence, whose values are to be brought in series. With the circle this series has found its end.

In the point, everything has been secured. There it has dissolved when it has risen in its state.

A rod is of a stiff nature and connects things directly together.

A triangle has many faces. It unites something secure in itself and outwardly represents a structure of continuance. It can enter into connection with other objects, but it can also interfere with them. This has resulted in its content.

The square should be a symbol of that frame of things of us and stand for ourselves.

Moreover, there has been an option to pass on or inherit those already existing peculiarities of a system of forms. Thanks to its duplication such things are found. We bring them to their orientation. A mode of use of it has arisen by itself. It makes true a certain functionality of what is given to us.

Documentation

Follow the inner order

With the time an awareness of that expiration of the words has grown to me during the writing of my pictorial work, as it can and should occur with a human being. I was happy about this, because this fact has been very useful for the establishment of an order. A certain orderliness in the creation of the works has completely rightly a meaning for the result to be achieved. It is found analogous to how to create something.

The writings, seen for themselves, already represent a success for me, but it has everything nevertheless a reason to own, because of which something has happened. It certainly lies immanently hidden in the given. I believe in the opportunity of my own orientation as a human being. With it I allow that I go into myself. Thereby I followed that plot which is inscribed in me.

In the process, I was soon able to clarify the first of my things. Something has arisen thereby, which can be represented from time to time in a better way by me. There the words shall be as good as they are possible for me, without reaching an expenditure. Something good I make true.

Something I also implement. Thereby my fundus grows in its extent. Thereupon I could start with further elaborations.

Then I cleaned up my work and so found a knowledge of the valence of what makes me. I would not be able to bypass it because it has been an intrinsically occurring magnitude. I carry it on me.

As I continued to work, I changed the structure of my texts. So I was able to work out some of the things that were important to me. I have woven in some things here on a trial basis, in order to be able to imagine these things once. Soon I found out what it is all about.

Idea

Strengthen the power of a person

For quite some time now I have already taken care of mine and found it that such a thing happens completely rightly. I turn that off. Meanwhile, I think about how other people are doing in their existence. I believe that it is important to know oneself and to have something for oneself that is valuable enough to do justice to a person.

That's when I took my education seriously. I have done it myself. In doing so, I try to ensure a value for myself of those things that I cultivate. I have taken the yoke on myself for this. That is what I am focused on. To it I start by means of my strength and pull the 'cart' or the 'plow' in a direction. All creating leads to ways, all essential has already carried its goal at itself. To this I attach my task and want to accomplish it.

I gladly follow the good and do something for it to come true what has been asked. I would like to acknowledge this again if I ever return here. Then I would like to know how to edify myself in this own cause again.

Incidents

Find orientation

It has been possible for every human being to explore in the early days of his existence something in a carefree way, which exists because it is there. There we have grown up in an environment known to us. We saw and heard many things. We learned something in the process.

Thus, we have made ourselves what we are today. The dispositions of our being have been largely determined by us in an autonomous way. We did this when we did not even know what was to come.

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The square in its position

To consolidate an idea of my own, I made the image of a square and did some experiments with it. Thereby an image was created. It embodies the square, its position as well as their variability. On the basis of this picture I clarified it, what I have at a square. One can read off many things from this construct.

It has been generated by me in a certain order. I have developed it from the outside to the inside. First the two outer squares have been created, then the matching circles and ellipses. After that I added the inner circles with their positioned squares.

This is to represent the idea of a rotation. Likewise, an oscillation of the square comes about because of its shape. Such changes of state overlap each other.

As a basic idea of such a show I have represented last the inner square and its inner circle. With it I visualize a memory of that phase, to which I have often taken reference to such an object during meditation and devotion.

Documentation

Realize an orientation

I usually imagine my body as empty. There it appears unencumbered. Much with me receives its balance. It carries a light inside at itself and can also be looked so by me. I do not fill it.

That sensation occurring in situ with me I feel there as a task for me. It represents a part of my strength. I can hear such a strength. This presupposes a balance of me. How else should I be able to hear it in a clear way, what has worked on me?

There I carry out from time to time a clearing up of my condition. Depending on a square visualized in front of me, I align my limbs and rest.

It took quite a while until my 'system' got involved in this process. But then at some point I was able to feel a very pleasant sensation, which occurred regularly again. Some things have regenerated with me in this way.

Meditation

Mindfulness objects

At times, I have asked myself what has ever made me as a human being. In doing so, I have perceived many an entanglement of mine. As a human being I am part of a network of relationships. I leave them as they appeared to me.

I also want to do something. I have no choice but to take care of my equipment for life. I would like to fulfill my own task.

Idea

Health

One would be healthy if one has brought something of salvation to another person by one's own example in a way that is tolerable for him. It will be understood that the struggle for health is a burden. Moreover, a person can be free from disease, but still not have carried such health to himself. Then his reserves are in their extent unsuitable for his existence.

In the long run, our life is made up of individual moments. If we have spent quite a few of them in a good way, our life should be a beautiful one.

Announcement

I break a lance for my friends

My friends have always been good, right and dear to me. With this I have already described them almost completely. Nothing about them has made them seem unworthy to me. Nothing about them has not seemed right to me.

Those who have doubted their friends unduly should point this out to them. The problem would then be discussed properly. In this way, one would help each other back to the true path of a person.

Friends are to be understood as an extension of the family. You need them. Thanks to them, we can participate in life in a sincere way. Having friends has sometimes been vital. They help you in times of need, but they can also be found at those moments of happiness and peace. There they do us good.

Having friends should be a task for us. Friendships mean something. They go deep and reach far. The bond between people has meaning for life. Friendship connects people and makes a bearable life possible. Friendship strengthens.

But sometimes you also have to give a sign to your friends. Friendship would not exist only thanks to a certain tolerance that came from us. Because of the love for his fellow man it comes about. Love is something essential in us human beings. It confronts us with the real tasks of a life. Our hope is based on its fulfillment.

Friendship would not revive by acceptance alone, but it exists at the same time because of an experienced closeness, by time spent together, by dedication, devotion and readiness. Precious have been the elixirs of such friendship for the one who has already known it in this way. The common meal unites friends, a phase of life spent together will make friendships. She strengthens us through her concern.

My friends are all precious people to me. No one has the right to speak about them in a shameful way in front of me.

Documentation

An alignment of the human

Far away from all formative structuring of a person, the emptiness is supposed to be something that helps us in our inner alignment of ourselves to shine as it is in order. If we first hold out not to counteract it any longer, something can become better with us soon. Afterwards it should be good.

Poem

Justice on earth

Whether we are silent or sitting

laugh or sweat,

something like that did nothing to it.

That's where we're going with it.

We accomplish a thousand works,

are there like the dwarves.

Something we would like to accomplish,

there you should sing about something like that.

This makes us want to laugh from the heart,

Joking about our fate.

In the end, everyone gets their due.

Speak

it out, what are you fine.

Thus, the tide had turned.

Let the tribulation be ended.

All should be pleasing once.